i have no idea why i feel so torn between choosing who to watch the match with. i mean its quite obvious who i will prefer to watch with right.. hehe..
and im so glad i made that choice =) who would thought i can actually get to watch it at his house with his family! o.O
i am a happy girl now! =)))
but somehow, something just doesnt feel right.. and i just cant put my finger to it…………….
hmm?
xoxo, huiz
i feel like i just woke up from a nightmare..
a really really bad dream..
but everything is fine now =)
thank you girls for being with me all these while.. really cant do without u guys..
im so glad its just a nightmare =)) dun ever do this again ok?
只有你明白我有多珍贵
好得值得你为我改变
让你继续温柔交换我灿烂笑容一天一天
到永远那一天
=)
had a fun-filled activities March =)
after the relaxing kite flying session, meet up with marketing bunch for dinner at Manpuku on the 9th.. dinner was simple and we share lots of gossips!=) then we had dessert at Secret Recipe..
Thursday was Mary’s birthday celebration! had dinner at Fish & Co with the TPMU guys and there was so much laughter. everyone is so addicted to teck’s camera. esp jon & yc! thats why we end up snapping 300+ pictures for the night.
after dinner went to Timbre Substation to chill. drink & eat & chat & listen to the live band.. the Good Fellas are really good! they sing korean and canto songs too.. im so impressed lolx.. then we snap snap lots of photos again! drank so much till mary was half drunk by the time it was 12am hahaa.. left the place at 1am. dead tired~~~ had to wake up in few hours time to work again =( happy birthday mary!
and Friday after work, ru & i went to watch Alice in Wonderful 3D!!! my first time watching 3D. ITS FANTASTIC!!! i keep grabbing ru whenever there is a falling scene and exclaim “eek! so high!!” hahhaa~ i love the 3D! so real!!
Saturday we had our belated 3rd year anniversary celebration =) piggy bot me flowers!! so happy =) had a simple day at Vivo, eat and shop~ Dian Xiao Er is good, so is the dessert! and of cuz the company =) went home to watch the movie Hachiko, the story about the very loyal dog. make me cry so much lolx.. its a nice simple day and i really enjoyed it =) thank you.. love u piggy!
i hope things always remain like this..
simplicity is bliss!! =)
ok, time to do homework liao. jiayou sotong!
its just one thing after another.. since no one got time to listen to me, i shall write it all down..
haixx
went back to old office today to help out after work and heard abt some commotion that happened in the morning. apparently the editor came down to make a big fuss about the backlog and accuse Sukh & me of being incompetent.
by right it shud be none of my business since im no longer his staff. but the only suay thing is my current boss is one of the member of his editorial committee and if that petty man go tell tales to her, im finished.
haixx
seriously, OW conveniently push all the blame to me now. i admit im oso in the wrong. there is really alot of backlog stuff which is stucked there since last December. but does anyone knows the kinda situation im in? OW & Sukh are forever busy with new books and stuff. there is only the 2 of them and that ambitious OW keep gg around promising pple to publish books for them. Sukh work like bull there is not enough manpower at all! and if that damn journal is that impt, why just dump the whole thing to me alone?
i have been struggling to clear them but my job scope is not only limited to that alone. i got so much other stuff to overlook as well. when i need help, i got no one to turn to. and in the first place, editorial is not my area! i have been trying to highlight that time and again and what did i get? screamings and scoldings and whatsnot.
and why is he blaming on Sukh?? that idiot. she is innocent! she haven even touch the journal at all.. how could he accuse her of being incompetent??!!!
now OW wants Sukh to tell me this and told her to make me feel bad and guilty that what i’ve done is getting them into trouble and tarnishing their reputation.
so what u want me to do now? go jump off the building from sgh tomorrow to show my guilt and remorse???!!!!!
haixx
how did i get myself in all these crap. i thought leaving this place will spare me from all the shit and now, it still comes back to haunt me. i thought leaving this place, i will have more time for myself and studies and now, i machiam like have to take on 2 jobs, after my working hrs have to go back help out.
haixx
morale of the story is, when looking for a new job, find one that is as far and not related as possible from your previous one.
used to be one of my favourite months.
had started out in my new job. i miss the noise and everything. even though its just a street away, everything is so different now. i cant talk in my office. i had been whispering everyday bcuz im so afraid to break the dead silence in the air.. but i’ll get used to it im sure. i mean i have to yahh?
its just that i feel like im finally myself again when i meet the crazy bunch for dinner at Akira Jap Buffet on Wednesday. we laughed so much, cho-ed so much, ate so much and drank so much (Dobin-mushi!!!) im finally allowed to talk comfortably and laugh loudly! omg, that feels like releasing a bird from the cage.
ytd was Simin’s first day of work. aint i glad to have her! then its girl’s nights out after work. watched the movie Dear John (Simin and Ru nearly fell asleep) & went for a drink after that at Harry’s Bar.. nice Friday =)
and today i went kite flying with my groupmates! went to marina barrage and spend the whole afternoon there flying kite, sun tanning and picnic-ing.. its so great! its so relaxing! and im so grateful to Celin because she can really empathize with my work+ studies stress though she had never been thru it. thanks!! sometimes its really simple things that makes one happy. im so happy today =)
after a tough week, thats the kind of break im looking for.
i just wanna feel this happy everyday!
no disturbing thoughts running thru the mind, no work stress, no studies pressure, no worries.
thats my teeny weeny little wish.
can can?
TMA01 Question: How did you spent your last day of work today? Please indicate your answer in point form.
Answer:
1. had a mini farewell lunch with 5 “leftovers” people in the office because no one else is around.
2. did not give out any farewell gift to anybody because i got no time on hand to prepare and feeling so damn pai sehh about it when i tell people that its my last day but i got nothing for you.
3. was supposed to go for dinner with the rest of the crazy bunch at Holiday Inn but had so much damn bloody stuff to clear till i had to stay in the office till 9pm ALONE. my office is known to be haunted fyi. when im done, they are done with dinner too.
4. lug two big bags of my remaining kuching kurak stuff and crashed into a dinner at Marche because i thought i would faint halfway if i travel home to cook noodles.. but felt like so out of place there…….
in conclusion, my last day of work is lonely, busy and awkward..
No reference link.
things aint as bad as i thought it would be…
at least i have handed up all my assignments on time, had a fab time in BKK, just finish running my last workshop in PGMI today, plan to do my handover tomorrow and farewell the office on Friday!
well, at least there will be 3 pple left in the office for farewell lunch with me on Friday. the rest of them are all away running a conference =(
but i’ll see them again very soon.
like Friday night for dinner. wahahahaha!
and then Wednesday night AGAIN.
wanna sing ‘Goodbye My Love’ to them oso difficult. keep seeing them. LOL!
trying to keep myself happy to suppress that devil inside me that is trying to create havoc and keep making me pissed with everything.
its working now. so far so good!
jiayou!
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